The mittens.

Well, I just spent manymany days at Durras; land of the awesome and wholly.
I,

• Learnt to fish; well, rediscovered it. I love it now!! And I caught so many fish!!!! I am the great white hunter!!!
• Looked after children; I love kids. They make me laugh, their energy is infectious, and so is their beliefs. I keep forgetting I was there age, and things that don't seem like such a big deal now, at their age, were.
• Got concussion; now, this may seem like no fun, and that's because it isn't. I ended up in hosptial. Thankgod for my family- I love you. I'm sorry for being such a dooche.
• Had an awesome time. I love the ease, the comfort, the people.

I had a funny weekend last weekend, I was at Durras, the Webby's arrived, I found out some incredibly interesting news, stacked it, and that was the start of a pretty shit weekend which resulted in the concussion.

I made the realisation that I'm not that ugly, and it could be MUCH worse. I could look like some bitch who refused to give me a shot. :)

I love my life; you should love your too; because without it, everything's different.

P.S WEAR A HELMET. SERIOUSLY, IT SAVED MY LIFE, IT COULD SAVE YOURS TOO!!!!

Dedicated to Adrienne; God rest her soul :P

Ten things about ten people but you don't know who's who.

One; I didn't even talk to you; I was too chicken, but I want you to know that I'm sorry for acting like such a knob when I was around you; you made me giddy. The funny thing is, you're computer illiterate and won't ever read this; and I won't tell you to you're incredibly gorgeous and handsome face.

Two; You have a queen bed, and that sucks. I think you're gorgeous and way prettier than I, and I love you, my shampoo. :)

Three; You're not a horrible bitch, you're kind-hearted and warm and I think you're totally awesome, especially when you start crying after I told a completely unfunny and awful joke. I love you munchkin.

Four; Stop annoying Addi and Beckles. I love you, so much, you're like the brother I've never wanted, and I feel that you take care of me just as much as I take care of you, and you don't annoy me, but you annoy them, so stop, please. :)

Five; You hate me!!!!! Haha! That's so funny, because I thought I'd forgotten how you made me feel and gotten over that, but I haven't. I'm just as weak and stupid as I was before.

Six; I think of you like my own mother. I'm sorry that you're son treats you like a piece of shit and makes you hurt so much, and I think you're an amazing caring person and I care about you very much :) Maybe I can be your daughter?

Seven; You're so incredibly great. You're girlfriend is so lucky, and I love you and care about you very much; I wish I saw you more, you make me happy when you're around :) If you ever think about self-harm again though, I'm going to hit you with a stick.

Eight; I'm so proud of you, you're growing up, and you're a beautiful little girl and I can't wait to be like a big sister and drive up to you're house and have sleepovers and spoil you with presents. Look out for you're brothers :)

Nine; You can't read; you're a dog: literally :) Without, I'd be a very very very sad, fat little person.

Ten; I wish you'd stop trying to control me, I'm too much of a person to be controlled and it upsets me that you try to change who I am. But I'm glad we don't fight as much.


Adrienne, you complete me.

'You have three options'

Well, it's the 3rd today, and I got back from Durras yesterday.
I feel bad.
There was a really really really really really really hot guy there, and I think I may have scared him off because I told all the adults that I thought he was hot and then the adults told his parents and then the parents told him. Poor kid. I must have scared him off, but he seemed like a really nice guy and I genuinely want to get to know him, not just take all his clothes off to reveal an incredibly buff body underneath (I wish I was exaggerating; I'm not; so freakin' hot!) Durras was fun, I had a blast, I was active and I laughed and swam and nearly freakin' drowned from being caught in a mother'effin' rip. Like, I wasn't in danger, but it was so strong and I was so tired! I saw Jake, which was awesome 'coz I haven't seen him in ages, was completely ignored by my ex; hey, that's fine, you don't want to talk to me, I won't talk to you, and played ample amount of speed. I love the holidays.
I don't really have much to report, except, I've made a resolution or two;
I'm going to try to be a better person,
I'm not going to take shit from people anymore;
I want to be able to do that basketball thing, where they spin it with one finger,
and I want to be fitter and do better at school.
Also, I'm giving up smoking :)
Cowabunga Dude.