Remarkable

Jesus,
I give an exasperated sigh, because I am a pathetic student and I just don't care. I'm not even being one of those brainiacs who do completely and utterly awesome and are like; 'only 90% ..WHY DON'T I JUST GO DIE!!!'
I'm serious here when I saw that all I do is sit there, and do nothing. Like, Science for example, I spent the last lesson I had learning Russian, and I plan to do that for the rest of the year. Now, that's a little pathetic, don't you think? Don't get me wrong, it's not like I don't have a good work ethic or anything like that, because, at work, where I'm paid and I have a fair amount of fun, I do really well. I just don't know what it is about school that makes me so...uninspired to learn. Maybe it's the fact I'm not organised...maybe it's the fact that I just don't give a stuff wheather or not I do well.
I should. No student should go to school thinking 'geez, what can I do to not do work today?' I don't, I just go to school, because I have to. And homework and assignments...what are they? Satan's idea of a joke? Because I'm not freakin' laughing. I don't have school, I love the atmosphere, I love being entertained, but I'm not entertained by sitting and being left on my own to work. It's just not going to get done. I wish I could actually be given a name for what I have; oh, that's right, there is one; laziness.